me me me its all about me

If you havent noticed everything is all about me and having a good time. I hate having to deal wit da darma of everyday life. I just let things go and go wit the flow i cant stand when people just be mad @ da world and they take it out on eveybdy. That just bring my ora down. But ne ways i love being around my friends and my boo (R@Y$h@wN) they make me who i am and they sumtimes put make on the track that i should be on. I love my R!gHtH@nD, L3fTh@nD, mY b3$t B!###, My Wr@pP!3, and mY b@bY m@m@. Being me is hard but i love the job because LoV3'n m3 !$ d@ b3$t w@y 2 gO. N u all should know dat. Luvvvvvvvvvvvv!!!!!

My past relationship

Everything happens for a reason and you always learn from your mistakes. I once thought that i could grow to love a certain person but it turned out to be the opposite. I knew wat i wanted outta of the relationship but folks didnt it was like he was confussed about everthing who he wanted to be with wat he wanted in life it was like he didnt even know who he was himself. Then its only so much a person can take they always bringing u up and down its not worth it either they gon be there for you or not. So i knew it wasnt gon work so i just gave up tryn and just decided to be friends nothing more nuthing less.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out"- Isabelle Norton. This qoute stuck out the most because it made me think that thats what a real freind really is. No matter what the case is your friend supposed to be there for you and vise versa. Friendship works on a two way street just like a relationship each perosn must put forth effort to make it work. Assicates come and go but true friends are here to stay forever. No matter how many times you fall out or disargee is just to make u stronger. Dats why i love all my pples no homo BIG UPS TO : my left hand. my right hand, my baby momma, Marshawna and my best friend dat i miss so much Fanta and me Big Me

My 18th Bday

Man i cant wait till my 18th bday its gon be crackin i finally get to have my all white party. Im gettin my grown and sexi on u know i been grown but i gotta make it offical for everybody else. But as always im going to celebrate my bday almost the whole moth and im going to be reminding pple 3months in advance about my bday. I refuse for my bday not to go as plan because its my time to shine im made it outta highschool and im going to college i think i desever sumthing nice for my bday. And besides im grown now well im not gron but u know wat i mean.

The Ultimate Driving Experience

If i could have any car in the world i would get a old skol monte carlo a 1988 T-topped royal blue with mirror tinted windows to be exect. And if i could pick anybody that iwanted to go riding with me it would be Martece so i can show him that i can wipe now lol. Cuz last time he was in the car with me he keep sayin lil smart remarks like gurl u cant drive and y u do the speed limit and y u do this and y u do that. But it i had the chance to to have him come back and he could ride wit me it would crazy. Im talkin bout we going to chop the city down and go where our heart's deseired. It wouldnt matter just as long as we was together hitting the streets of acting a fool like we always do. Man ima miss my dude. *~R.i.P~* TeCeY pOoH

If My LiFe WaS a MoViE

If my life was a movie, It wouldn't be all about the glitz and glam. I would want people to see what happens in many african maerican community's. It would be called A Monet in the Life of Linnea. First I would give you all the background of me nad my family and how things workin our household. Then I would catch you up to speed and bring you to my high school years. I would start you off at my senior year but i would have muilipul flash backs of the pervious years. You would see how you gain friends and lose friends. How you come to high school with many friends then as years go by you're pulled away because either the were phony, they droped outta school, or one of the highest things thats happen besides people being phony is GUN VIOLENCE. I would express how many of us as young people are tried of buring are former friends, ex-boyfriends & girlfriends, brothers & sisters. It's sad anhd death is rising in the youth. In my movie it wouldn't be any deleted scenes. It would be raw and uncut. But also with sum of the deep scene's I would have how I succeded in school and stayed in school and didnt get pregant. But honetly if i had to think of who would act in my movie i wouldnt know.

*****~~~~I miss Ms.Washington~~~~*****

Every time i began to talk about my high school years i always think back to my freshmen year and think about my favorite teacher Ms.Washington man i loved that class it seemed like she loved what she taught and care about the students she was teaching. I got a great hands on experience with her and i got the grades to show for it. I stayed with the number 1 rank n her class and enjoyed going to her class everyday. I think Ms.Washington had so much of an influence on me because its like she actually seat there and took the time to show how the problem was to be done its like she took you step by step. I think i got to comfortable with that to because every math class i had after that i pretty much struggled in i didn't get the one on one help the i was looking for and i kind of wish i hadn't depended so much on the way she taught. I think though if she was still here and i had for my other math class i would have still stayed wit my number 1 ranking in math. It was simple when she taught it and that's how i like it.

~~~~~~*******What would i be******~~~~~~~

If I were a month I would be: July

If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday

If I were a time of day I would be: 9:00pm

If I were a sea animal I would be: A goldfish

If I were a historical figure I would be: Madam C.J Walker

If I were a stone or gem, I would be: A Ruby

If I were a bird, I would be: A Eagle

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A Rose

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: A Sunny Day

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A piano

If I were an animal, I would be: A Koloa Bear

If I were a color, I would be: Blue

If I were an emotion, I would be: Happy

If I were a vegetable, I would be: Corn on the cob

If I were a sound, I would be: Loud and noisy

If I were a car, I would be: Monte Carlo 1989 SS T- Top

If I were a song, I would be: A Juke track chi-town Dj’s

If I were a movie, I would be: Friday After Next

If I were a food, I would be: Chicken

If I were a place, I would be: Paris

If I were a material or fabric, I would be: Silk

If I were a scent, I would be: I would be moonlight path by Bath and body works

If I were a word, I would be: Ghetto

If I were a subject in school I would be: English

If I were a comic book character I would be: Winnie tha Pooh

If I were a shape I would be: A Heart

Apperance isnt everything

Having the lastest fashion and the hottest shoes isnt everything in life. Its about the person you are and the qualities you have to show for it. You shouldnt care about what the next person has on or what the next person has to say about you. All that matters is whats deep inside. If you let designers colthes and name brand shoes run your life then its time for a change of heart because that same person wearing shaq's could be you in the next 15 years be wise and mindful of the way you think. Its sad that people let good friendships past away because a person dosent have on the lastest rocawear or freshest mikes on their feet. Its not how much money a person got in their pocket but how kind their heart is.

HaPpY v-DaY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BALLONS CANDY GIFTS OF ALL SORTS MAKES THIS DAY SPECIAL EITHER YOU HAVE A BOYFRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS OR JUST SOMEONE SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE ITS A TIME TO LOVE AND SHOW LOVE TOWARD SOMEONE............................................LOVE SUCKS JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OK

~~~***My Perfect day***~~~~

My perfect day i would have to say would be full of fun, no drama, the day dosen't have to be planned its just a day i can remember for a life time. My day consits of me waking up, getting in the shower, puttin on a fly fit, smelling good and ready to hit the streets. Once I've got my self out the door i would go get my friends and maybe we can go downtown or to the mall but where ever we're going it has shopping with it. Afta shopping is over we would go out to eat and then afta we slam either at Red Lobster, Giordano's, or the Olive Graden. We would go back home so we can change our colthes and get ready for the nite action, thats he best action. When we go outside at nite we would either go to the club, a party, or the late nite bowl. When thats over we would end up at somebody house kick it real hard go to sleep and do it all ova again.

*~Expectations Vs. Reality~*

For one I never really had high expectations in this school, I made high expectations for myself. To me you can never expect much for something doesnt really put much effort into anything that they say or do. You must take matters in to your owns hands to make your expectations become reality. Hirsch............ dont get me wrong does have teachers that care about and do put some effort toward the things they say and do. Some even make you push harder and exceed in some goals you never would have thought you could have been able to persue in. In many ways you still have to take charge of what you want to happen.
Linnea Cassie Lena Carlos